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New year, new start by Gazado, literature

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New year, new start

Another year takes flight, walking through the woods, the forest, the trees, taken unto the breeze, not knowning when this etheral thing, this life, this being, will begin, or end. Taking these word as without knowing, without understanding the meaning, what will eventually become one, in the begining, Without force, or feelings growth into their fleeting light. Hatchet down with blunt edge, Breaking through, Burning through, this life, this being, will begin again. Rise again.

One Year and Six Months by Gazado, literature

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One Year and Six Months

Jumping through hoops to return to where, Where things were better, the times you talked without a care. Please feel the same when this pit can take no more, If this is real, show me, lead me, I need you to take me, In this life I feel distanced and strained, I enter this unknown wondering if you feel the same. I'm feeling lost but hopeful for what we can be, To fulfil the potential that we haven't achieved, During my weariness I gave over to demons inside, Taking my insecure thoughts, twisting my mind, I have to trust in the words that you say, So when you tell me you have forsaken my name, It hurts inside, this anguish and confu

Through to my insides by Gazado, literature

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Through to my insides

Now you see what frustrated and tormented me, the things that hurt, you now understand, I gave you my everything, You was supposed to look after it, Not hand it back in pieces with pin holes in so many places, Do I tell you, Do I say, How you have left me shattered this way. So you tell me no one could love me as much as you do, But you won't work together with me to build this back up again, So much potential, you say we didn't reach it, I tried so hard but in the end pushed you away, Just by my own caring it caused this confusion and anguish. Do I tell you, Do I say, How you have left me shattered this way. Where have you l

Outsiders by Gazado, literature

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Outsiders

Hit in the gut with an invisible force all from the mind, Jumping the hurdles that are thrown in your path, All while forcing our way to continue living this wretched life. Sorry but my mind isn't at home right now, come around another day, Sickness consume the soul and sense doesn't make sense any more, But we all play a part in this world that's gone topside down, Awaiting the equilibrium returning from that light at the end, This tunnel seems so long to the insider, No-one can see the conflict made within, All in the name of wanting to be able to feel and see the same as the outsiders.

Pendant by Gazado, literature

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Pendant

Putting in the effort, all this time waiting for this to flow, Didn't think it'd run out, Didn't think you'd cry out, Couldn't predict this ending even if it was on the cards, Like they say, the writing on the wall, what a figure of speech, Try to wipe it away, Wash it away, Make it fade away, Make it disappear but it returns with strength, I break, You fight, You deny, I burn it all out, While shouting it out, This rawness left inside. Denied to last day from the start with a heavy swing, All through your belief in your predictive pendant.

As she passes on by Gazado, literature

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As she passes on

Time is a given when things start to fall, When you're the only one left who is left there for you to turn too, So with these fleeting thoughts my message is to say to you, Take it all into your hearts, your body and soul. Feel the pain wholly, through into your own downed being, Don't hold back when the darkness comes to take you away, It's all a part of humanity never quite knowing when this will be your final day, You're all a part of what makes it worth to be alive, So morn for the death of a part of the pieces of the puzzle that went away today, Acceptance is hard and the loss of one is sometimes too great, When it affects tha

Friends, Good Friends by Gazado, literature

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Friends, Good Friends

What is there to do, When your left alone, When there's no friends or tomorrow left to turn to, All your plans turn to nothing and the green grass turns to dust, Three hundred and sixty fuckin' days passed and nothings changed, What about bridging that gap to make new acquaintances, When the bridges just crumble to the ground, When you try but there's still no more tomorrow, Well you made some idea of a place you wanted to go, Another day passes but you're no better fuckin' off. From what I hear you'd keep yourself to yourself, Not makin' new relations but you'd only complain, Be lonely while sitting on you're own, Handful of peo

Artwork From The Ages by Gazado, literature

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Artwork From The Ages

Whilst growing up a picture is painted showing what your life should be, But it's wrong, or not how you thought things would work out, Just do what you want, do what you need, Forget everything else just toss it all away, Cuz no-one else is living your life It's all a part of that tapestry. The sun comes up but it's not a new day, Only things can change if you fight for it, Push it all upwards it might take time, but you'll be fine, Now you know how to fuck this life, Slitted eyes make it hard to see, This is the way, It's how this picture should be. You're a fully grown man and that picture was painted as an abstract, Just st

Rebirth by Gazado, literature

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Rebirth

I know what you've done I know whats become Where it's all from I've been there before, All I can do is share my refrain, the way that I think, the things chosen to say, Just take me as I am, forget your hang ups, as ages go by, i am just a man, after all We know where we've been, What's in the past, we learn from those things, or we die in a shotgun blast, of truths. And it rolls on, I close my eyes and then think, like all the other songs, I wonder why, Can you show what is really inside, don't hide, Or I'll have to meet you again, in another lifetime.

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New year, new start by Gazado, literature

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New year, new start

One Year and Six Months by Gazado, literature

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One Year and Six Months

Through to my insides by Gazado, literature

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Through to my insides

Outsiders by Gazado, literature

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Outsiders

Pendant by Gazado, literature

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Pendant

As she passes on by Gazado, literature

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As she passes on

Friends, Good Friends by Gazado, literature

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Friends, Good Friends

Artwork From The Ages by Gazado, literature

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Artwork From The Ages

Rebirth by Gazado, literature

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Rebirth

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Sep 22, 1982
United Kingdom
Deviant for 20 years
www.about.me/garethward
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Current Residence: Home
Favourite genre of music: Heavy Metal
Favourite photographer: N/A
Favourite style of art: Japanese anime styled artwork
Operating System: Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: Windows Media Player
Shell of choice: Good old MS Explorer
Wallpaper of choice: Changes too much to say
Skin of choice: Again, changes so much I cant say
Favourite cartoon character: Naruto - but he is from an Anime, not a cartoon
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Favourite Movies

The Last Samurai

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Chimaira

Favourite Writers

Anne Rice / RA Salvatore

Favourite Games

I can't say a single game, but if you ask I've got many fave games for different genre&#03

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I own them ALL, so I cant commit to a single machine.

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Games, Metal, Karate, Anime + loads more

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Gazado

Jan 18, 2012

Back again

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A bit of background, I tend to write things, songs, poems or whatever you like to call them, whenever I'm in times of heightened emotion and once again I find myself in that frame of mind. So I'm probably going to go through a spout of posting things up and tidying up the things I already have on here.

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Gazado

Jul 21, 2010

Apologies

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I'm just making an update to apologise for being unable to post on here for a while. I've recently moved home and have only just got the internet back. Alongside this I have a new girlfriend and the things I've been writing recently have been very personal, songs that I would only like to share with her for the time being due to their content. Because I am so happy and content at the moment, the things I've been writing have been very positive but this last week or so, I've been unable to write anything very meaningful to people outside of our relationship. The main reason I write songs is to get my head straight and try to resolve any inte

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Gazado

Jun 5, 2010

And now for some heavyness

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With all the softer and more 'comfortable' things I've been coming up with recently I wanted to get into the frame of mind to write something a bit more forceful, a bit different. Generally I hope if people read through the songs and poems I've come up with recently, they'll see a bit of a change of approach or see what I'm trying to do so I can improve my writing abilities. Each time I write a song I am trying to take one aspect of something that has happened in my life, recently or not so recent, and then turn that into a song. I hope that with all these different aspects coming through in my writing, I'll learn to write more detailed, mo